i am on a lot of caffeine today (2 cups of coffee this morning). i haven't eaten anything to counteract the coffee, so i am a little wired and my mind is racing a hundred mph. here are some of the things that are racing through my head:
1. things in my life must change immediately.
2. i am not very good at sticking with "goals".
3. if i don't get into a new routine, i might lose my mind. no, seriously.
4. i am sick and beyond tired of crying myself to sleep. last night sucked.
5. i am sick of thinking my life is going to change even though i do nothing. oh, because it won't.
6. i understand that rut-dwelling is my speciality.
7. i am working on changing that fact.
8. i like my routine, and this is bad.
9. it is all about to change. just wait and see.
10. get ready, it's going to knock your socks off.
so, that seems a bit cryptic, i know. more thoughts and goals and changes are coming.
to all the people that i am hurting or are affected by my current state of ridiculousness, i am so sorry. i am tired of me, too. i love you guys.
last thought, this feels productive. a positive move. no more backwards walking for me.
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