ranting. oh so sadly ranting.

tonight, i feel a tiny bit pathetic.

have you ever wanted more than you are given?

i feel like that.

like i am pathetic, and wanting more than i can attain.

i hate it.

this feeling sucks.

i wish i could be like a guy sometimes.

think like a guy.

be able to compartmentalize my thoughts and feelings.

guys are rocks.

at least they act like they have it all together.

i want to run away.

far, far away from my heart.

my heart sucks.

it doesn't give me the antidote to get over crappy emotions.

sad, stupid heart.

i'm pathetic.

i desire the unattainable.

i want to be like a guy.

i want to run away.

|sigh| i can't believe i am still in this place.